I'm writing this on Thursday the 26th of May, 2011. Yes, a day before the 2nd "Friday of Rage". Its already 5 p.m. and i haven't decided yet on whether i should participate in tomorrow's protests. I've been collecting as much info as i can and talking to as many people for the past couple of days and yet i can't take a decision. CONFUSION, UNKNOWN and UNCERTAINTY are all thoughts occupying my head right now.
I'm CONFUSED about the intentions of people who've been pushing us to go to Tahrir Square tomorrow in a very annoying way; of course i don't question all people but part of these people are really insisting, annoying and fanatic in a way that completely opposes the "FREEDOM OF OPINION" statement we've all claimed revolutionizing for 4 months ago. Some pros are so opinionated that they don't want to listen to the theory that states that maybe by doing this they are really causing more chaos and more people to split which is definitely not for the good cause of our country. On the other hand the antis are so fanatic that they dare to call the pros traitors in the open.
As for what is UNKNOWN for me it is where will the country be heading if a minority of people with other intentions joined the crowds and start leading the people to dark areas that may end to a true conflict between the people and the SCAF; we just cannot deny the fact that people who really want the bad for this country do exist. Some will cry in my face now telling me that they are not that naiive allowing others to lead them where they do not want to go and my reply will be as simple as "you are not sure of the tools they may use and i need not mention that we are an emotional race plus there are past events that justify my worry".
Last but not least i am UNCERTAIN about whether the SCAF is really a bunch of sadistic people who want to rule us by the iron grip as the former president used to; a theory saying that they are so confused and tired and not familiar with such situations and do not know what to do which cause them to come up with these stupid decisions can not be totally out of question; by the end of the day these are the same people who favored us at a time we all feared that the madness of the former president would lead to a massacre like that happening in Libya now. I do not argue that protecting us is their role and not some kind of favor they did and that under any circumstances this should not have been an option but still they could have just screwed any humane factor and chose to obey the commands of their upper leader even if it meant killing their own people.
These simply are the three things that are preventing the clear thinking of my little mind and are forcing me to think twice hardly to the extent that made me set aside my studies and write this blog which is by the way my first ever :)
Hoping that by tomorrow i would have taken the right decision, the decision that will be best for my beloved EGYPT !!!
SEE YOU SOON
PROUD EGYPTIAN
P.S: i could've just used the name of the former president but i just feel happy using the word "former president" oops, here i go again. just love the fact that we are the ones who made him :D
I'm CONFUSED about the intentions of people who've been pushing us to go to Tahrir Square tomorrow in a very annoying way; of course i don't question all people but part of these people are really insisting, annoying and fanatic in a way that completely opposes the "FREEDOM OF OPINION" statement we've all claimed revolutionizing for 4 months ago. Some pros are so opinionated that they don't want to listen to the theory that states that maybe by doing this they are really causing more chaos and more people to split which is definitely not for the good cause of our country. On the other hand the antis are so fanatic that they dare to call the pros traitors in the open.
As for what is UNKNOWN for me it is where will the country be heading if a minority of people with other intentions joined the crowds and start leading the people to dark areas that may end to a true conflict between the people and the SCAF; we just cannot deny the fact that people who really want the bad for this country do exist. Some will cry in my face now telling me that they are not that naiive allowing others to lead them where they do not want to go and my reply will be as simple as "you are not sure of the tools they may use and i need not mention that we are an emotional race plus there are past events that justify my worry".
Last but not least i am UNCERTAIN about whether the SCAF is really a bunch of sadistic people who want to rule us by the iron grip as the former president used to; a theory saying that they are so confused and tired and not familiar with such situations and do not know what to do which cause them to come up with these stupid decisions can not be totally out of question; by the end of the day these are the same people who favored us at a time we all feared that the madness of the former president would lead to a massacre like that happening in Libya now. I do not argue that protecting us is their role and not some kind of favor they did and that under any circumstances this should not have been an option but still they could have just screwed any humane factor and chose to obey the commands of their upper leader even if it meant killing their own people.
These simply are the three things that are preventing the clear thinking of my little mind and are forcing me to think twice hardly to the extent that made me set aside my studies and write this blog which is by the way my first ever :)
Hoping that by tomorrow i would have taken the right decision, the decision that will be best for my beloved EGYPT !!!
SEE YOU SOON
PROUD EGYPTIAN
P.S: i could've just used the name of the former president but i just feel happy using the word "former president" oops, here i go again. just love the fact that we are the ones who made him :D
