A couple of hours ago i was talking to an old friend who happens to be my ex's best friend and he delivered the news i least expected to hear. Mr. ex is in a serious relationship and he is actually getting ready to propose to his girl; by now you all must be pitying me thinking that i was torn but the fact is I WAS NOT !!!
Amazingly enough, the moment i heard the news the sole idea that hit me was "ibn eleih 3amalha we saba2ny we 5atab abl ana ma at5eteb" :D. A year ago when we had our final closure i vowed to myself that i will be the one to marry first (just a thing that has to do with my ego) but here we are, a year later he is on the right track and i am still as single as ever with not even the slightest hope that this will change in the near future.
So, the feeling i had was not anger, not remorse and definitely not disappointment. Other than that little feeling of jealousy that i described above i felt nothing but happiness. Yes, i can say it out loud "I AM HAPPY FOR Mr. Ex."; by the end of the day, he is a good man who deserves the best in his life and its not that he should be crying over me all his entire life. We were not meant to be and logically enough each one of us should be moving on and that's what he is doing.
I am happy for someone i know well, someone i know is good, someone i cherish and cherish what we once had together, someone i shared some of the best memories of my life with, someone who gave me happiness for a period of my life; and thus, as much as he gave me happiness i am happy for him; but more importantly i am happy for myself cause finally, i discovered that i have really moved on. well, i've already known that some months ago but i didn't realize it was actually true until today. So, i guess our story had its happy ending after all; its just that its not the usual happy ending where the hero and the heroine get married before "The End" phrase appears on screen. We each had his/her own happy ending , we just MOVED ON !!!
So, Dear Mr. Ex. "From all my heart Congrats. May God grant you a happy and blissful life with your wife to be isA" As simple as that :)
Sincerely;
Ms. Ex
Amazingly enough, the moment i heard the news the sole idea that hit me was "ibn eleih 3amalha we saba2ny we 5atab abl ana ma at5eteb" :D. A year ago when we had our final closure i vowed to myself that i will be the one to marry first (just a thing that has to do with my ego) but here we are, a year later he is on the right track and i am still as single as ever with not even the slightest hope that this will change in the near future.
So, the feeling i had was not anger, not remorse and definitely not disappointment. Other than that little feeling of jealousy that i described above i felt nothing but happiness. Yes, i can say it out loud "I AM HAPPY FOR Mr. Ex."; by the end of the day, he is a good man who deserves the best in his life and its not that he should be crying over me all his entire life. We were not meant to be and logically enough each one of us should be moving on and that's what he is doing.
I am happy for someone i know well, someone i know is good, someone i cherish and cherish what we once had together, someone i shared some of the best memories of my life with, someone who gave me happiness for a period of my life; and thus, as much as he gave me happiness i am happy for him; but more importantly i am happy for myself cause finally, i discovered that i have really moved on. well, i've already known that some months ago but i didn't realize it was actually true until today. So, i guess our story had its happy ending after all; its just that its not the usual happy ending where the hero and the heroine get married before "The End" phrase appears on screen. We each had his/her own happy ending , we just MOVED ON !!!
So, Dear Mr. Ex. "From all my heart Congrats. May God grant you a happy and blissful life with your wife to be isA" As simple as that :)
Sincerely;
Ms. Ex
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